Busy.

I felt sorry for nt blogging for roughly 2 weeks. My sem 2 life is non other than the word "hectic". #FML assignments are making me go insane. Research paper probably drive me to death. For juniors outside thr, please think twice before register Mass Communication as your course. Unless, you're willing to get through all the pain with sleepless night, nvr ending assignments.

Last Week , I had a hard time completing my media issue & content assignments. If I'm nt mistaken it was last Wednesday,she posted it on our facebook group n ask us to comment on her post by telling her which topic we wanted to do. Our lecturer is kind enough give us the right to choose our own topic BUT it must be approved by her. Topic can only be submitted and approved on that day. By the time I knew, it was already evening. I had class til 5pm. I have to choice but to comment after I get back to my hostel. That night, CCS have an event at 7pm. I only have 2 hours to figure out a topic. So , I came out with my own topic. You know what ? I got rejected. So, I came out with the 2nd topic. Again, got rejected. I was like. Omg. It was 7pm. Then, I seek help from my other coursemates which already approved by the lecturer. I tel them what I wanted to relate my topic then how can I give a topic without rejected? Thank God. Sylvia and Sue lin helped me. Finally, My topic is accepted. Then, I went ccs event late. Btw, thanks for the CCS club for providing us free food and games ! We had a whale of a time there playing water balloon and ice breaking games.


One of the game :

Photos we took after the event ended. Our clothes and pants are wet. You can barely see it through this group photo. :3

Life goes on, last thursday is the worst night ever. Guess what, I did not sleep for the whole night rushing 2 assignments at the same time. Both assignments need to be sent on fri. Research media issue & content assignments til 5am then continue with comic storyline assignments til 7am. #FML. That not the point. The point is I have class at 8am on fri til 11am. I got no time to rest because I'm going back my hometown. I stayed up for more than 24hr. DAMN EXHAUSTING day I had. My bus is at 5:30pm. Reached my hometown would be 7:30pm. Then, I went granny's home for dinner and gt home. Finally, get to rest peacefully. 

This week, we have to take part in running a charity business for our PR assignment. Stress !!! Not easy task to run a business successfully, please. We have to register our group members at lvl 7, get form and go down ssd approve letter. Choose a day to run your business only available in our college, what to sell to earn back our money twice. OMG. Busy ! My group members and I finally decided to sell sandwiches and some snacks for our charity business. We have to wake up early at 6am to cook our egg and prepare everything by 8am. As we start running our delivery business at 8am onwars. 10am open our booth at inti's main entrance. The weather is hot and business was hectic. Business ended at 3pm. Then class end at 6pm. For 2 days, I got not enough sleep. I don't have at least 6 hours sleep. Maybe just 3-4 hour sleep. Last night was vivienne birthday. My lovely ex-housemates. :) ♥ happy 18th birthday. How's the surprise ? :D hope you enjoy the day ! 

Here are few photos during the CSR business at Inti International College Subang. 

My best friends and I bought new bracelet to pamper ourself from the charity business at the price of RM7 each. 

Our booth at college.

Mindy & prudence n I :) ♥

My lovely group members. :) ♥

This pretty girl is Elecher Lee. Winner of the Southeast Asia Region. The champion of MISS CHINESE COSMOS CHINESE PAGEANT of the year 2012. She is my senior same coursemates. Nice to meet you, you're pretty and nice girl.

Last but not least, Thanks for the fresh flowers, my "secret admire". :) ♥ 

Today is the last day of this damn business thingy. Nw i get to sleep. Haha. See you. :) ♥

Live for my life.

I'm actually a very "strong" girl. I tried all my best to makes everyone happy even though I am not happy. I don't cry in front of people unless I really can't hold my tears. Usually I don't cry for my personal case. I mean if I have friends problem, I will probably try to talk to someone or I'll just be emotional by staying myself in the room with classical music played.

I am afraif of some thing which I have to admit it. I hate people volume up their voice, I'll cry without hesitation. Don't ask me why, I wanted to know it too. I'll try to control. I am a very stingy person who cares my pride more than anything. I hate people humiliated me in front of stranger or friends. I hate liars, I hate being alone, I hate being ignored or abandoned. I love friendly people, I love open minded people, I love people who are willing to accept the bad of you and still stay right by your side. I hate people who gossips about me obviously everyone hates it.

Good thing about me ? I will be honest for whatever I've done. Because I met a psychology lecturer in college who taught me to be honest. In the end of the day, loser get nothing besides being expelled by others. Please remember if you are honest, you are always the winner. At least you don't need to twist your mind and scratch your head on what lies you should be prepare and telling later. Agree ? Just face the fact. Come on, people makes mistakes. If you don't,  I salute you much. *no*

God are fair right ? God created you to be a pretty lady with a bad behaviour and attitude.  Or maybe an ugly guy with a smart brain and nice personality ? Idk. Just an example dey. :3 wookay, childish thinking should be wipe off. I wanna be a more matured thinking person but not playful. I don't know how many things I've done previously and it's hurting my friends pride. I am sorry. Days until I grew up, I knew that I should make some changes on myself. I know my friends always forgive for what I've done.  Thanks for that. Friends are the one who are willing to stay right besides you when you're ups or downs. I agreed the part of it. Thanks buddies !

I should say that there are also kinda friends that only using you. For example ? Staying right by your side when only they needed you . After that, they'll totally forget you like you never existed in this world. Sometimes there are also friends who asked you for a party or hang over but they don't talk to you but abandoned you. What's the point inviting if you're not sincere ? Or you'll scare they comments the words "bojio" ? Damn. Just a word. Besides, friends that only treat their opposite sex better than same sex. Such as, girls treat boys better than girls treat girls ? Haha. Or they know what you want but just pretending like "mind your own business". Who cares ? Friends that are so obsessed with branded stuff which we so called brand conscious ? Rich friends looked down on the poor one ? Smart friends looked down on the stupid one ? The busy body one ? The whatever bt got something going on their mind one ? Just infinity kinda friends on earth.

If we're not strong or brave enough to face that these people are actually existed and already be a part of your life,how can you peacefully live v your life happily ? I mean with the real laughter obviously. Not fake. I always tell myself, just be who I am. Nobody is is going to judge you,  who are they ? Take care of yourself before you take care of the others. Also, never forget to cares what others think okay ? I mean, still friends. If you are too selfish to just care of your own feeling then don't blame the others for treated you the same way ? Idk. Just saying.

Your life, you decide. To live better ? Be honest. English proverbs used to said "honesty is the best policy." Right ? Whatever, just don't be fake. :3

Music.

Majority of people will say "YES" for music. So,neither am I. Some people loves pops music, some prefer classical, some rap, some rock...so what's yours ? When people ask about what music i actually prefer, i will definitely answer "all". I love every kind of musics. I don't care whether it is just a musical instruments song (classical song) which only have the sounds of piano or guitar or violin or sexophone or drums & etc. I am a yes. I can't find much people who like classical music, or maybe i did but i just doens't noticed it. The moment i started to ask why, they'll answer me "boring", makes me feel sleepy. For me, i don't think is bored or makes people sleep ? It is nice and smooth, just like when you are in a super nice environment with lush greenery trees, colourful flowers, free from dirty air. *fly kiss* It release my stress sometimes, but most of the times it cheer me up when i'm super moody.

It is a trends now for being obsessed with K-pop songs and artist. Unfortunately, I am not a huge fans of K-pop, or J-pop but doesn't mean i don't listen to their music or racist with their music. Once upon a time, indeed i am a very huge fans of K-pop singer but now i have to say i've get rid part of it. I am tired of not understanding what they sang. I have to google it all the time or change their lyrics to a chinese or english version. Somehow, i still listen to some songs especially man in love by infinite. I found that song is nice. HAHA. Hold on, I love speaking korean with my friends. I love to confuse people with language they don't know. In this modern society, It is better to know more language. *in my opinion*. I mean by knowing just english, chinese and malay is already too common. Try to add korean in it. Just like 4 language is better than 3. Right ? :D Music lyrics translator and drama helps me a lot. Try it out ! It is not too late for people who are willing to learn. But, you also have to be good at arranging time. Not choosing to learn a new language if you don't even have enough time for assignments or exam period. Sort it out.

Music never fail to make me feel better ever since i'm still a very innocent girl at a young age. Music lyrics actually speaks out what's in my mind. My feelings,emotional. When i couldn't find any people to speak out my feeling, i listen to music. When i have problem with my friends, i listen to the music or i'll write. I can't write out a song lyrics for now also never tried it before but i love converting my feeling into short and meaningful quotes. My friends told me before that, I usually release my feeling by writing than telling. I guess i have to say that i agree with the statements they had made. I believe my paper and pencil better than people. Maybe it's because betrayer is everywhere.

Thanks God we got such beautiful talented people from all around the worlds. Thanks for them, we got such nice music to soothe our moods. Thanks God ! :)