Sem 3.

I wonder how time pass that fast. Dear time, don't you feel tired ? Everyday work and never even wanted to find an excuse for rest. So, here I am after a month of sem break and 1st week of sem 3 life. Should I be proud for being a Malaysian ? We got so many public holiday which I am always happy about. We don't need to wake up so early for class. Malaysia BOLEH, love you. ♡ In this 1st week of sem 3 I only attended class for 3 days because tues and fri are public holiday. I am not the kind of lazy pig sleep from dawn to dawn. I woke up at 10am for shopping with my fellow housemates last tuesday. When there are a public holiday for you to go for shopping, why do we need to stay at home facing our own wall or laptop or tv or handphone or whatever thing it is. Do not hesitate to go for shopping or a movie or a games. Walk much better than sitting at home dey. Walk can keep fit and burn your belly fats better than you just sitting and start building your belly fats right ? *just saying*. As this is the starting of our new sem, we got no assignments or presentation that bothering us which is why we should appreciate our time and spend it wisely before we go busy again. Some of my random housemates asked us whether wanna join them to Mid Valley or not, then I was like *why not face*.

It is actually a great moments and opportunity for us to gathered in a place like shopping together after a month not meeting and talking to each other face to face. We can build more relationship among each other instead of keep being awkward. One of my friend keep telling me how awkward she is when we are all together like how we used to be last time. She is the one who used to be the closest to them and now she said she feel so awkward facing them. I found that it is a true fact either. We used to stay and meet together everyday who knows because of the 1 month sem break, we are far apart and after a month meeting, we somehow got little bit strange again. Anyway, our shopping trip to Mid Valley is very fun and happy. I think I should be nominated as the clown and retarded woman of the day. I wonder why I laugh from the moment I left my hostel to mid valley and from mid valley back to my hostel. People who are staring so strangely at me seems to thought I just discharged from a mental hospital. Maybe I over reacted my happiness to them. If you know me in person you'll get to imagine how insane I am that day. *very embarrassing* but who cares, as long as I am happy and I laugh with my sincere heart not even fake.

I really love all my housemates. I love my sister, Mindy, yiqin, young wen. I love all my brothers, mingz, desmond, liangz, huanz, eric, yogenth, alex. They are my kl family and my best buddies. Even though there are time I am acting a childish girl and always be the picky one, thanks for all the consideration and toleration for giving me chances to grow. I can't said I am a more matured girl, but I am starting a new life for myself and trying to get rid of some bad attitude of mine. You know we only have this one chances in our life. If you still ruin it then I think you should just go get yourself in your room and start thinking what's your problem.

I wonder how miserable my life will be after 1 more year I graduated and we are all far apart back our own hometown. I will always love and miss you guys. Remember that life without all of you isn't a hundred person but 99.9%. I don't need any replacement for you guys because you guys are not replaceable and always got the unique rank in my heart. I appreciate every seconds, minutes, hours when I am with all of you. I might not show through action but in my heart I always do. We took a few selfieee. :D 

Basically, this is mindy & my #ootd 

Group photo with the girls and this random liangz come and photo bomb in our photo. :3

Left to Right.

Mindy, Me, Yiqin, Young Wen.

While waiting for KTM.

He is Charlie which I used to call him huanz. We came from the same hometown. It's much more better to have a friend to accompany you go and back KL always. Thanks GOD. All the while, I thought I will be so alone but til he came to the same college as I am, we used to go back malacca together. Thanks huanz ! 

My best brother, mingz and mindy and I. 

I don't know how to describe my love towards this photo. I simply fall for it.

Left to Right.

Desmond, mingz and I.

Both of them are my best brother. Desmond is my joker. He never fail to make me laugh like a retarded woman whenever I am communicating with him ; Mingz know me very well and he is always there for me whenever I am feeling down. He used to be the one holding tissue wiping away all my pain and tears. Thanks God, I found both of them. My life never be more complete without them. 

Group photo. :D

Group photo with all my housemates !!! 

TPH ROCK THE WORLD !!! :D

Sem 3 will be another suffering sem for all of us. One of the reason is because we are currently taking short sem and we are rushing for all of our assignments, presentations, finals. We have to work and struggle really hard in order to achieve a good results. Although I just attended my 1st public speaking class, next week onwards we will be starting our presentation. We have to start dressing formal and prepare our 3 min speech. I don't hope much for myself, I hope I can do my best and achieve what I want to achieve. Good Luck for everyone !!! Never study hard, but study smart. :D ♡ Live you life, never give up !

Results.

Today, it's the day where my sem 2 results releases. Due to exceeded number of students surfing the same website, we barely could get through that link to check on our results. All we have to do is just sitting in front your laptop and repeatedly press "F5" for refreshing that page until it works. I used my computer to surf at 1st, but I couldn't get through it. So I was mad and I am trying to use my brother's computer. There you go, "server error". I was like "wth is going on." There goes a friend of mine, mingz. He told me that I can try on surfing through my mobile. Guess what ? It just work so smoothly and steady. No waiting but automatically downloaded. At first, I thought what rubbish is downloading in my phone. Then I went to check it out, it was my RESULTS !!!

I was so freak out when I got my results !!! Firstly I was feeling so great cuz I managed to get through this sem 2 successfully which means I do not need to repeat this sem or resit certain paper or subject. Secondly, I checked out properly on my research paper subject and others I might thought I will fail. Thanks for the lecturer and also everyone blessing I managed to score with a "B". I am very very very happy and satisfied. My brother even said I am the kind of easily satisfied person. Please, I've spent so much time and effort completing and editing my assignments. All I hope is just pass but I just got B. I am happy is not a "C" but "B".

I know I know, smart people out there might think I'm just embarrassing myself by telling the world I got "B" instead of "A". Yeah, I'm not smart but I'm not stupid either. Although I don't get "A", I'm feeling good for having a "B". You smart then that is your problem, I ain't gives a crap about that. So what getting an "A" and showing off to the people who maybe just pass or worse than an "A" which means "B, C, D, E" ? Who cares. What I really understand and know about a smart person is that even though they are smart, they tend to keep their "A" among themselves instead of being so selfish and not understanding telling everyone how many "A's" you've scored. Get it ? Be more consideration and cares about others feeling please. You might scored a very good results, so does the others scored excellent results as you do too ? Just zip your mouth and keep quiet and things will be much better.

They might not get the results they wanted to get but at least they tried and they never give up on putting more effort on building a better future for their life. Why can't people be bothered to think about how others feeling ? A fool do not have any pride ? A fool is always a fool ? A fool are meant to be judge? What ? I just don't like people acting this way and I'm telling everyone that I think even though a person is not as smart as you, you don't have to judge or ditch them with your words. They might look like a fool for you, but somehow they are still a humans. They have and they deserved their own pride and a little bit of respects. When they are working hard, you don't know. So why act like you know ?

I'm just getting a little mad when I see all this happens. It's not happening on me but someone around me. So, I just wanted to have a place like this for me to write and express my own feeling. To me, no matter how stupid you are. You are still the best and smartest for me. I respect you. There are no fool but only lazy people. You can do it ! Basically, this is also the reasons why I don't really likes to share my results. Even though I am not that good, I always understand that there are some people got lower than my results. I don't born to harm people and created sin. So, I choose not to tell. Even if I do, I will just probably send you a private message.

No matter how excellent or bad your results are, make sure you work better and never give up. If people tends to keep looking down on you, no worries. You still have your parents, friends who will keep supporting you til the end of the day. What a real friends for ? Being by your side when you are freaking moody and never ever giving up on you no matter what happened. Here, I would like to thanks a very best college friends of mine, eunice for keeping my smile and never giving up on me when I needed her so desperately. I sounds annoying always when I tell her about my problems. She never even once complaints yet solving all my problems without giving me a sigh. Everyone have their own best friend. I got mine too. I learnt from my mistakes, and I feel so thankful for having her as my best friend. I tell myself, no matter how hard my days is, as long as I got you in my mind, nothing will make my day gloomy. I love you and thanks for existing in my life, babe. You taught me too many things in life.