Goal of the day.

Today's goal : Eating alone in a restaurant.

Well I've always been wondering what's the feeling of eating alone in a restaurant. Now, I've done it and here are my thoughts about it. Well, it wasn't that bad actually. People might gives you creepy stares & says negative things on you. It doesn't really matter. What matter most is depending on how you make yourself comfortable in that lonely dining table. Are you gonna look around people who stares at you? Are you gonna be afraid? Are you gonna say "run, I can't stand it anymore?" 

Don't make yourself feel uncomfortable. The more thoughts u have in mind, the more uncomfortable you gonna be. Sometimes, even when you're eating with a bunch of friends, they are also staring at their phone after ordering their food, so what's the different? No one talks to you, all you have is you yourself and ur smartphone. Idk, maybe your friends don't? 

Hmmm, I think we probably get used to the life where friends are always our food partner. Have you ever thought when someday all of your friends are busy, they can't accompany you for your meal? Are you going to starve yourself in your room? Or are you going to cook some instant noodles or soup for meal? For me, best way is just "Dabao" which means take away. 

If you want me to do this again, "eating alone in a restaurant", I really won't do it again. I'd rather drink milo, biscuits, take away. I can't survive in a lonely place or lonely person. I hate being alone too. Anyway, at least I tried and experience myself of what's the feeling of eating alone. I'm quite happy cz at least now I'm still survive. Unfortunately to say, NO next time. I hate when no one talks to me. I will just want to talk to anyone next table to me. Cheers! :) 

How bout you? Have you ever experienced eating alone? Share me your thoughts! I challenge you. :) 

Happiest yet memorable Birthday.

Every year when it comes to my birthday, I don't expect much. I know when I expect something, but things don't goes beyond my imagination then I will just ended up being disappointed. I don't want to be disappointed or sad for my one year once birthday. For some people out there might have their own thoughts of birthday. Some might thinks birthday is nevertheless an ordinary day but unfortunately for me it's not.

Birthday is the day my mum suffered years ago;that day is where all that pain, that fresh blood, that tears my mum has overcome just to deliver me safely to this world. I don't think is an ordinary day. It's a day I should be thankful, a day I should remind myself that I'm no longer a secondary school children. This is my last teen years. I did nothing for my past 18 years of living. I feel like I've been wasting a lot of time and also a lot of things that I should be doing when I was young bt still i have not done any. Participating in different kind of activities, challenging myself, whatever. I've done nothing to make my parents be proud of me. Even I got grade 7 for my electone (organ). I literally gave up completing my last grade 8. What a waste. No, actually because that year I have SPM that's y I choose to stop and til now never get time to continue. There goes my very long nagging introduction. *peace*

That birthday cake you've seen earlier is my very first birthday cake of the day. This is from my fellow housemates of The Purple House 1. They surprise me at 12am. Well, here goes the plan they did for me. Young wen told me that they are going to celebrate my birthday at a mamak stall. Yes, I am that naive and usually I'm not that naive tho. Just the night before my birthday, I believe whatever she said. I know they are going to surprise me but I thought maybe they bring me to mamak stall and just someone surprise me with a cake something like that. I never know it's not. God knows, I GOT FOOL completely...

I took my bath at 11:30pm, usually I take 15min to complete my bath. Then like how I do always, I dry my hair in my room. Til around 11:55pm, young wen knock my room door. *its like what I've been thinking, like what I've thought, something was amiss* she talked to me, chill with me. Then, when the clock strikes 12am, here comes Anussa appear knocking my room door. I was like, okay come in. Anussa was so panicked, she keep repeatedly saying that "amelia, young wen I have something important to tell you, really important!!! Come with me." On that time, I don't even believe her. It's 12am. I knew what's going to happen. That's just a part of the plan. Anussa asked me and young wen to go down. In a sudden, I changed my mind. I thought maybe young wen is fooling around me. Maybe they are not going to surprise me at mamak stall but in lounge area. Then, my face was like *face palm* *again, no surprise*. Because everytime when it comes to birthday celebrations surprise,it must be at lounge. That's explain why I said *again, no surprise*. Okay, continue. I walk out from my room. And before I exit to level 1, there goes the candle & cakes with everyone of my housemates, ex-housemates, gathered here singing birthday song to me. At that particular moments, tears can't stop from falling down my cheeks. I was surprised. I thought some people might not join cz maybe we are no longer that close to each other. Still, thank you for joining. Thanks for planning, young wen. Everyone that involves, cooperating, thank you very much. To liangz & Xinhuan thanks for the birthday present. I never expected. A huge thank you from me. I'm touched. I'm thankful to my father God.

This is our group photos. Thank you guys & girls. Love all of you, thank you father God for giving me such an amazing bunch of housemates. I appreciate what I have. I treasure those memorable moments we've built together. From head to toe, thank you.

This is the present that liangz & Xinhuan gave me. A bottle of "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" candy. Thanks dude. 

Moving on with my 2nd session birthday celebrations with my fellow sisters. Well, they have a plan too. Cz I only have 1 class which is on 10am-12pm. Then I'm free. After class dismissed, Anvale ask me to go back home cz she said she is sleepy. So yeah, I spent my 12pm-4pm at home. Not even have breakfast/ lunch. I have instant mushrooms soup for lunch anyway. I'm so freaking sad. At 4pm, one of my housemate called me, asking me to open downstairs gate for her. So, I was like okay I went downstairs and I saw one of my sisters(but she didn't saw me). Not to mentioned. I act like I don't see her.  But to give them some hint that I see her, I pretend to stare at my phone and let them just see me standing there so that they will know I am there, they cnt come to my hostel now. Or else, no surprise. Okay, after letting my housemate in, yiqin and vivienne came my hostel. I was like, lol? They followed me to my room. Talking to me. Then in less than 3 min, my fellow sisters appeared in my room v cakes & singing happy birthday song. This is the plan. Then we went down lounge area to take some group photos and knife on cake session. Thank you sisters!!! Loves.

Thank you for the wallet. I promise to use it wisely and take good care of it. I will keep it safe & will not lost it. Because it's white, I will take extra care for not making this wallet dirty. 

Thanks raini, ningz, anvale, eunice, kheiiz, Andrew,  and also jin yang for sharing this birthday present. I'm more than just being thankful. I'm blessed.

Sisters are so busy nowadays, hoping that they get to release their stress. Hmm. Wishing u girls all the best. 

Moving on with my ex-housemates. They accompanied me for my birthday night. They had dinner with me and brought me to coffee bean for red velvet cake. Millions thank you for doing so. Oh ya, thanks leticia for joining us too. Loves you girls much. You will be thinking is just a meal and cake. But for me, is more than enough. They did not just make empty promises to have dinner with me, but they make it happened. Their sincere heart, makes me feel happy. Appreciate them much.  Thanks once again. 

My favorite food with best companion.

Thanks girls for this red velvet cake from coffee bean. Finally I've tasted red velvet cake. 

There ends my birthday. Wait just my birthday but not celebrations. Haha. Shall we move on? 

I went back malacca on 30th December, my bunch of monkey bros celebrated my lovely belated birthday with me and angeline. They are freaking funny, they refused to let us know what's their plan, what they are going to do up next and so on. So freaking mysterious. Angeline and I felt damn speechless that day. They went my house for gathering then bringing innocent angeline and I to machap. That's why I was wondering why I haven't reach my destination after this long drive. Duhhh. Eric kept repeating the same thing, "I'm going to sell you to the people there, muahahaha". Okay. They drive us to machap for dinner. 

Food in machap is quite nice actually. At least I'm away from all the hustle and bustle of the city life for once in a blue moon. Anyway, talking about the price, I'm not sure bout how much they will charge the 10 of us for ordering 9 dishes and more than 10 bowl of rice. But I know it won't be cheap cz we even have 2 fishes among the dishes. So really, thank you for the meal guys. I know you guys had spent a lot on us. Then we head back to malacca, we went for karaoke session at Tango. Woots, then jia en told us that he couldn't celebrate our birthday with us, he said he is going to leave. Then when he really left us, angeline and I went in the karaoke room. 5 minutes later, jia en went in the karaoke room with a cake and present for us.  What a day. I've never be so happy. Thank you guys. Loves the swatch & the precious cake. 

Our group photos. We are forever buddies, some I've known them for more than 12 years and some is more than 5 years. Loves. 

This is the birthday present I got from them. Mint colour genuine leather swatch! Simple yet easy to match with my outfit. Thanks buddies. 

This is how it looks like on my hairy hands. Hehe.  

Last celebrations will goes to my lovely family members. Thanks mummy, daddy, kor kor for loving me unconditionally and care, tolerate me for this past beautiful 18 years. My life will not be completed without family. Well, too badly we did not take family potrait cz no one is going to capture our photo for us. Also, camera run down of batteries. So, all I can show is just my birthday cake photos.  

Before lighting up the candles. 

And the after lighting up my candles. Happy 19th. Sorry for the photography skills. Haha. 

Oh ya! Before I ended this, I would like to thanks mindy for surprising me with this birthday present too. Thank you for spending money on my birthday present. Stay sweet with Guo ming. :) 

So yeah? Here I should conclude my blog post. I have lots of delicious cakes, presents, and also blessing from all of my friends. Thank you once again for all the wishes, celebration, treats, presents, cakes. Hoping everyone of you happy healthy and wealthy forever. Loves. 

Til I see you again. :D

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