Sorry for the photo quality. It's during the night time that is why my phone couldn't manage to capture the image clearly. *excuses*
Jason, Eric, Beng and Chin Woon. :)
Time flies in just a twinkling of an eye. In this 2013, I went to college located in KL alone. I have to learn how to be independent and more matured. At first, I thought maybe some friend will be accompanying me studying in the same college, but unfortunately most of them studying in MMU. So what to do ? No Mass Com course in MMU, I have to come to KL study. For the first week of college week, I cry a lot. I miss my home so much. The first 2 days, I don't really eat outside because is weird to have meal alone at a restaurant. I never pack back also. What I do is to keep starving or buy some bread to kill my hunger. I am so suffering and lonely. If you know me personally, you know I am the kind of talkative and playful person. You want me to be alone facing my college and also the place here ? I am sorry, I cannot make it !!! Luckily for the 3rd day or I forgotten which day of the first college week, my hostel organised a social party among the hostel residents. I don't want to go and also don't feel like going because I feel so shy but my hostel warden asked me to go because this will be the best opportunity to know more friends living in the same hostel. So, I went for this social party with all the hostel residents.
I feel so left out because I came late for the party. I am actually on the phone that is why I am late. While they were playing game till halfway, I came in and join. Thanks God after the game it's the food serving moment. We can eat,chat and obviously know more friend. I don't know where my courage came from, I talk to some people there introducing who I am and where I am from, what course I am studying etc. I found 2 best friend there. Their name is Cassandra & Vivienne. I am so glad to have friend accompany me for my meal. At least I wouldn't be all alone. Awesome. Cassandra is from Sabah and she is taking Degree in Accounting ; Vivienne is from Pahang and she is taking Foundation in Design. Although we are all not from the same course and state but we are glad to know each other. I remembered after we are getting more and more closer, we talk more stuff and we share our past story, we share our food. Sometimes Cassandra and Vivienne even bring fruits to my room and we chat till midnight. This is what we call "girl's talk."
Casssandra,Vivienne and I.
Vivienne and I are introducing ourself. I look so silly in this photo.
You know what I am trying to tell the other people outside there ? If you never start being friendly at first, you are going to missed out a lot of awesome people. My advice is START TALKING and stop being a shy person. Choose between being brave to talk and makes more friends or being shy to not talk and ended up alone. People don't usually talk to you first, so what ? You make your first step also makes sense, you make a friend. Don't be so cool, who knows one day you might need him/her help ? In college, I am also the one talking to the others. I know Cheau Ning and Eunice for my first day of college. They meant so much to me. Slowly and steady I know more and more coursemates. My first guy friend is Guo Ming. I know people always laugh at him for being stupid or whatever bullshit but who cares ? He is my first guy friend and all you people know is to judge before knowing the real him. He is not stupid, he is just simply lazy. I am glad to know him and til now he is still my best friend who know me the most and also support me when I was down. If it's not for him, I won't be knowing his hostel people. He brings me to know all his hostel friend and asked me to join his housemates birthday celebration even though his friend don't know me. I feel so thankful for having him in my life.
The end of my knowing people thingy. If I keep writing the same stuff I wonder who don't get bored reading it. I know so many people through so many people. So if I did not mentioned your name, please don't think that I've forgotten how we met for the first day. I did not forget about it and I just wanted to write people I know for my first week of college. I might not mentioned about you here, but you are still important for me okay. *smile* College life isn't as creepy and strange as I thought. All you have to do is to be more friendly and know more friend then enjoy the whole college moments. It'll be much more fun for spending college life with bunch of friend in stead of being all alone. Trust me, you will never regret for being a friendly person around college. Don't just date your book and assignments, join some club. *I did join club but I never once in their gathering meeting or meet and greet, I don't know why I pay for the registration fee for joining the club since I did not want to go.* *finger crossed* Frankly, I know and learn a lot in college. Materialistic people, smart people, fake people. There are all kind of people in college.
Before the end of 2013. I would like to apologize for all the bad I've done. I am sorry because sometimes my words or action might hurt the others. I am sorry If I make you hate me. I am sorry If I make your life miserable. I am sorry for everything. Thank you for forgiving. I hope in this coming brand new year, I get to be a better person to give you all my laughter. I don't hope much for my new year. I just want everyone to be happy and healthy always. My early wishes for everyone of my readers, " HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! Remember to be a good ones and stay happy,healthy and awesome always." No matter who you are, be the best for the others ! Maybe you are not happy spending your days in 2013 so why not make your 2014 a good changing starts ? May you enjoy counting down with your loved one. *If you did not count down with your friend or love one then let's countdown in front of Facebook okay ? You're not alone* See you in 2014 !!! :D Love youuu <3
Agree, the past just let it go, life has to move on. Happy New Year 2014!
ReplyDeleteHappy New Year to you too :D Thanks for spending your precious time reading !!!
Delete