Results.

Today, it's the day where my sem 2 results releases. Due to exceeded number of students surfing the same website, we barely could get through that link to check on our results. All we have to do is just sitting in front your laptop and repeatedly press "F5" for refreshing that page until it works. I used my computer to surf at 1st, but I couldn't get through it. So I was mad and I am trying to use my brother's computer. There you go, "server error". I was like "wth is going on." There goes a friend of mine, mingz. He told me that I can try on surfing through my mobile. Guess what ? It just work so smoothly and steady. No waiting but automatically downloaded. At first, I thought what rubbish is downloading in my phone. Then I went to check it out, it was my RESULTS !!!

I was so freak out when I got my results !!! Firstly I was feeling so great cuz I managed to get through this sem 2 successfully which means I do not need to repeat this sem or resit certain paper or subject. Secondly, I checked out properly on my research paper subject and others I might thought I will fail. Thanks for the lecturer and also everyone blessing I managed to score with a "B". I am very very very happy and satisfied. My brother even said I am the kind of easily satisfied person. Please, I've spent so much time and effort completing and editing my assignments. All I hope is just pass but I just got B. I am happy is not a "C" but "B".

I know I know, smart people out there might think I'm just embarrassing myself by telling the world I got "B" instead of "A". Yeah, I'm not smart but I'm not stupid either. Although I don't get "A", I'm feeling good for having a "B". You smart then that is your problem, I ain't gives a crap about that. So what getting an "A" and showing off to the people who maybe just pass or worse than an "A" which means "B, C, D, E" ? Who cares. What I really understand and know about a smart person is that even though they are smart, they tend to keep their "A" among themselves instead of being so selfish and not understanding telling everyone how many "A's" you've scored. Get it ? Be more consideration and cares about others feeling please. You might scored a very good results, so does the others scored excellent results as you do too ? Just zip your mouth and keep quiet and things will be much better.

They might not get the results they wanted to get but at least they tried and they never give up on putting more effort on building a better future for their life. Why can't people be bothered to think about how others feeling ? A fool do not have any pride ? A fool is always a fool ? A fool are meant to be judge? What ? I just don't like people acting this way and I'm telling everyone that I think even though a person is not as smart as you, you don't have to judge or ditch them with your words. They might look like a fool for you, but somehow they are still a humans. They have and they deserved their own pride and a little bit of respects. When they are working hard, you don't know. So why act like you know ?

I'm just getting a little mad when I see all this happens. It's not happening on me but someone around me. So, I just wanted to have a place like this for me to write and express my own feeling. To me, no matter how stupid you are. You are still the best and smartest for me. I respect you. There are no fool but only lazy people. You can do it ! Basically, this is also the reasons why I don't really likes to share my results. Even though I am not that good, I always understand that there are some people got lower than my results. I don't born to harm people and created sin. So, I choose not to tell. Even if I do, I will just probably send you a private message.

No matter how excellent or bad your results are, make sure you work better and never give up. If people tends to keep looking down on you, no worries. You still have your parents, friends who will keep supporting you til the end of the day. What a real friends for ? Being by your side when you are freaking moody and never ever giving up on you no matter what happened. Here, I would like to thanks a very best college friends of mine, eunice for keeping my smile and never giving up on me when I needed her so desperately. I sounds annoying always when I tell her about my problems. She never even once complaints yet solving all my problems without giving me a sigh. Everyone have their own best friend. I got mine too. I learnt from my mistakes, and I feel so thankful for having her as my best friend. I tell myself, no matter how hard my days is, as long as I got you in my mind, nothing will make my day gloomy. I love you and thanks for existing in my life, babe. You taught me too many things in life.