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Monday, 30 December 2013

Before 2013 ends.

As today is the 2nd last day of 2013 which is on the 30th December 2013, I would like to share with all of you my bitter sweet moments and what I've been throught this years. So, I am supposed to start with the earlier of this year of 2013. Last year 31st December 2012, I went Jonker Street as usual for 2013 countdown with my buddies, Eric, Jason, Chin Woo,Beng and I. I remember as the clock strikes right at 12am, everyone was very excited and start hugging each others and shouted "HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!" It was the happiest moment to celebrate new year countdown with your loved one. So, I never forget about telling the 4 of them "Next year countdown everyone of us must bring our partner okay ? So that, we manage to celebrate it with our love one and also best friend." I thought this year new year countdown I wouldn't be going through alone which mean single but it seems like it is true, I have to go through 2014 new year countdown alone with all my best friend. Relationship don't last long, that is why. What had past just let it past as long as I know there will be more people you'll be meeting in future, so why be sad and lonely now ? I still have my bunch of best friend accompanying me through new year countdown. This year, It's a little bit special for all my best buddies and I. We'll be having our own BBQ party and countdown. Isn't it amazing ? We can spend more time eating, chatting with just our group of friend and no other stranger or place who are crowded with people. I am looking forward for this coming BBQ countdown party with them. Tomorrow is the DAY !!! So, where you'll be counting down tomorrow ? :D


Sorry for the photo quality. It's during the night time that is why my phone couldn't manage to capture the image clearly. *excuses* 


Jason, Eric, Beng and Chin Woon. :)


Time flies in just a twinkling of an eye. In this 2013, I went to college located in KL alone. I have to learn how to be independent and more matured. At first, I thought maybe some friend will be accompanying me studying in the same college, but unfortunately most of them studying in MMU. So what to do ? No Mass Com course in MMU, I have to come to KL study. For the first week of college week, I cry a lot. I miss my home so much. The first 2 days, I don't really eat outside because is weird to have meal alone at a restaurant. I never pack back also. What I do is to keep starving or buy some bread to kill my hunger. I am so suffering and lonely. If you know me personally, you know I am the kind of talkative and playful person. You want me to be alone facing my college and also the place here ? I am sorry, I cannot make it !!! Luckily for the 3rd day or I forgotten which day of the first college week, my hostel organised a social party among the hostel residents. I don't want to go and also don't feel like going because I feel so shy but my hostel warden asked me to go because this will be the best opportunity to know more friends living in the same hostel. So, I went for this social party with all the hostel residents.

I feel so left out because I came late for the party. I am actually on the phone that is why I am late. While they were playing game till halfway, I came in and join. Thanks God after the game it's the food serving moment. We can eat,chat and obviously know more friend. I don't know where my courage came from, I talk to some people there introducing who I am and where I am from, what course I am studying etc. I found 2 best friend there. Their name is Cassandra & Vivienne. I am so glad to have friend accompany me for my meal. At least I wouldn't be all alone. Awesome. Cassandra is from Sabah and she is taking Degree in Accounting ; Vivienne is from Pahang and she is taking Foundation in Design. Although we are all not from the same course and state but we are glad to know each other. I remembered after we are getting more and more closer, we talk more stuff and we share our past story, we share our food. Sometimes Cassandra and Vivienne even bring fruits to my room and we chat till midnight. This is what we call "girl's talk."


Casssandra,Vivienne and I.


Vivienne and I are introducing ourself. I look so silly in this photo. 

You know what I am trying to tell the other people outside there ? If you never start being friendly at first, you are going to missed out a lot of awesome people. My advice is START TALKING and stop being a shy person. Choose between being brave to talk and makes more friends or being shy to not talk and ended up alone. People don't usually talk to you first, so what ? You make your first step also makes sense, you make a friend. Don't be so cool, who knows one day you might need him/her help ? In college, I am also the one talking to the others. I know Cheau Ning and Eunice for my first day of college. They meant so much to me. Slowly and steady I know more and more coursemates. My first guy friend is Guo Ming. I know people always laugh at him for being stupid or whatever bullshit but who cares ? He is my first guy friend and all you people know is to judge before knowing the real him. He is not stupid, he is just simply lazy. I am glad to know him and til now he is still my best friend who know me the most and also support me when I was down.  If it's not for him, I won't be knowing his hostel people. He brings me to know all his hostel friend and asked me to join his housemates birthday celebration even though his friend don't know me. I feel so thankful for having him in my life.

The end of my knowing people thingy. If I keep writing the same stuff I wonder who don't get bored reading it. I know so many people through so many people. So if I did not mentioned your name, please don't think that I've forgotten how we met for the first day. I did not forget about it and I just wanted to write people I know for my first week of college. I might not mentioned about you here, but you are still important for me okay. *smile* College life isn't as creepy and strange as I thought. All you have to do is to be more friendly and know more friend then enjoy the whole college moments. It'll be much more fun for spending college life with bunch of friend in stead of being all alone. Trust me, you will never regret for being a friendly person around college. Don't just date your book and assignments, join some club. *I did join club but I never once in their gathering meeting or meet and greet, I don't know why I pay for the registration fee for joining the club since I did not want to go.* *finger crossed* Frankly, I know and learn a lot in college. Materialistic people, smart people, fake people. There are all kind of people in college.

Before the end of 2013. I would like to apologize for all the bad I've done. I am sorry because sometimes my words or action might hurt the others. I am sorry If I make you hate me. I am sorry If I make your life miserable. I am sorry for everything. Thank you for forgiving. I hope in this coming brand new year, I get to be a better person to give you all my laughter. I don't hope much for my new year. I just want everyone to be happy and healthy always. My early wishes for everyone of my readers, " HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! Remember to be a good ones and stay happy,healthy and awesome always." No matter who you are, be the best for the others ! Maybe you are not happy spending your days in 2013 so why not make your 2014 a good changing starts ? May you enjoy counting down with your loved one. *If you did not count down with your friend or love one then let's countdown in front of Facebook okay ? You're not alone* See you in 2014 !!! :D Love youuu <3

    


Wednesday, 25 December 2013

Holidayyy

I am sorry for not updating my blog since my sem breaks starts. I keep shopping and enjoy my sem break then forgotten I have blog to update everyday. You know Dayre ? Recently, I kept writing stuff there, that is also one of the main reason why I abandoned my blog. It's fun and much more convenient. Also, they have stickers that suite your mood or what you are doing with a max words of 500 each post but you can always add another post to make your dayre look longer and more like a blog. If you have time, I think you should probably give it a try on dayre. Time flies, isn't it ? Holiday for Primary and Secondary School peeps going to end very soon. Next thursday which is on the 2nd of Jan 2014 they will be starting their first day of school. This is my 2nd week of sem break and next week will be the 3rd week. As you know, I got 1 month off which means 4 weeks. I left 2 weeks more to enjoy my beloved sem break ! Oh No ! Sem 3 is soon approaching me and going to drive me insane with tons of assignments.

Today is definitely Christmas day. Merry Christmas peeps !!! :D 


I choose Spongebob, Patrick mainly very obviously because I adore Spongebob so much. I think he look so cute and adorable with his sponge and cheezy face also the red little pinky pimples seems like he is blushing and last but not least also his very beautiful and attractive blue eyes. How I wonder I was born with a blue eye because I love blue and I think blue eyes girls will definitely look much more gorgeous and attractive and unique than black or brown eye girl. This is my opinion, I don't know about others. Do you know Megan Fox ? She owns a pair of blue eyes. 


Don't you think this picture with her blue eyes make her look much more pretty,gorgeous and also hot ? Blue eyes the best for humans ! :) 

How do you people spent your holiday ? Well, I spent most of my holiday watching movie on the cinema also window shopping with bro and mummy. Nothing special. This year, my family and I never get to go for a holiday because I am having my sem break but my brother is not. So, no holiday trip. Probably next year we will planned to go somewhere, just not now. That is also why I always stay at home and facing the computer doing nothing. Today is Christmas, but I spend my day at home cleaning my house as CNY is just around the corner. I love every festive seasons coming, but I hate cleaning my house. I'm way too lazy for doing housework but obviously I will just do it IF my parents want me to. Don't you expect me to be a bad daughter by asking my parents to clean the whole house all by themselves right ? If you expect that to happen, then you might have some problem ? 

Yesterday, I went dentist for braces. I thought it is easy to get a braces on however it is not. I never ever expected that I own a crowded teeth and if I wanted to get my braces I have no choice but to remove 4 excess teeth from my mouth. The dentist took 2 of my teeth out yesterday. If you wanted to know my experience for plucking my teeth out of my mouth, I would like to say actually it doesn't hurt at all but you might feel a little bit of uncomfortable because out of sudden there are empty space among your teeth, surely and truly you'll not get used to it. Before the dentist wanted to take your teeth out, they will firstly inject anesthetic which will make your mouth and gum goes numb for 3 hours. Basically, you won't feel anything after injecting which is also why the moment your teeth is removed, you don't feel the exact pain. I thought after 3 hours, I will get at least a little bit hurt on my gum but NO. It doesn't even hurt, like I said previously you will feel uncomfortable not hurt. 

Unfortunately, I got one decay teeth in my mouth. Dentist wanted to remove it but that decay teeth is actually the teeth I used to chew stuff which is pretty important for me. So, this coming saturday the doctor will check and try to save my back decay teeth. If it's successfully then we'll keep that teeth or else we will have to remove this decay teeth and next time in the rest of my life I will only have 1 back teeth to chew instead of 2. Through the X-ray I saw 4 of my wisdom teeth coming out. I did some research on wisdom teeth. Wisdom teeth is actually tooth that will come out at the age of 17-25 years old. It's at the back of our teeth. Not everyone can keep their wisdom teeth because some wisdom teeth are not functional and some will hurt your neighbour teeth. I was told that wisdom teeth are unpredictable. So, If it's like what I said, not functional or hurt your neighbour teeth, then you can feel the pain on your teeth. 

YES, after removing all the 4 teeth and make sure which teeth to be taken out this saturday, I will be having my braces on my teeth which I am pretty excited about. I've been waiting for braces like 4 years from the feedback by the government dentist, and now my dad asked me to go for private dentist. I don't know why and what makes the government dentist to be so slow to choose us to be the next one for braces. I've been waiting for 4 years okay ? Not 1 or 2 years. My state so freaking small, you can tell why is it that slow or not ?  If it's KL then yes I understand, their population of people there are much more than us. It really kills my patients sometimes. Luckily my dad wanted to bring me to private dentist, or else how long do you expect me and others outside there who are also waiting for braces for so many freaking years ? It is not that we are not paying, I mean why services like that ? It's kind of disappointing.

So, by just this few weeks period you'll get to see my braces photo. I always wonder how do I look after I got my braces and also when my teeth are all straighten no longer crooked. It must be amazing. I have to choose my braces type soon but I don't know which one to choose ? Colour braces or metal braces ? Their difference is that colour braces are coloured rubber band to support your wire and metal braces is without colour and just clicked to lock your wire. I dunno if I explained it wrongly but for my information is something like that. I asked some of my braces friend, they said metal braces is better although there are no colour on it. What they meant should be the quality are better. I asked my dentist how much does a colour braces cost and metal braces. So, colour braces cost around RM5k ++ and metal braces cost around RM6k-7k ++. Metal braces is definitely much more expansive than the colour band braces. Should I choose quality over beauty or beauty over quality ? I might be choosing metal braces because my dentist tell me colour braces is the one I used to see people wearing it during my secondary school days. Look more attractive and cute. I took these two photo from google.

This is the one you used to see during secondary school period. This is coloured braces. 


This is the metal braces. As you can see, the side there is used clip. I don't know how to explain but is much more stable than the colour band. 


I don't know what is the point for me to explain all this teeth thingy for you. However, it might be a useful information for people who also want braces like I do. So, I am just sharing the information and knowledge I know about braces. I hope you guys enjoy reading them and do follow my blog if you want. Merry Christmas and have a blast !!! Enjoy your day !!! :) 


Friday, 13 December 2013

End of sem 2.

Finally get to blog again !!! I've been missing since the week finals approaching. Time fllies, today is the day I've been expected during my finals which is the end of sem 2 life and also the last day of finals paper. I'm feeling so good. Although I got 6 subject for finals, and every subject makes me feel super duper down and stress, but i still study hard. Now I understand why when I am still a sem 1 junior, my senior told me that mass communication is not a very easy course. Seriously through my experience, I would like to tell people who are interested in taking mass communication course, please think twice. It is not as easy as you thought. You gonna struggle through day and night and been through sleepless night just to complete your uncountable assignments as well as theory test for finals. It is not easy if your english is not good. Whenever I am trying to study for my finals, I wasted most of my time searching dictionary because I don't understand the words meaning. English so important in our life. Sem 1 seems to be easy but NOT and never be sem 2 or sem 3 or sem 4 and so on. Just like when you are younger, you learn 123 instead of "1 x 1 = 1".

I don't think I am doing well this sem 2. I might fail certain subject I guess. It's not that I don't want to be confident and trust myself that I can pass successfully. I just don't want to lie on myself. One thing that I am not regretting is, I did my best and I am not regretting. As I do my best then God will do the Best right ? I don't really sleep well these days. Last night, I dream of today's exam subject-Media Issue. I dream about how stress I am doing revision and also completing the test with all the sweat around my face. I woke up twice last night. I can't sleep. It's like the exam is haunting you whole night long. Damn it creepy. Finally, now everything is completely over and I can get rid of all this exam piece of crap and enjoy my 1 month holiday and also my Christmas. I went to several places with beautiful Christmas decoration. It really makes me happy and feel more like Christmas. Here are some photos of Christmas decoration in Sunway Pyramid, The Mines, KLCC and also Times Square. How I wish I get to go Pavilion. I saw lots people posted on Instagram and Facebook showing off how pretty and unique their Christmas decoration is. I think during this holiday period, there must be a lot of tourism shopping there, taking photos right ? So, that place simply will be crowded will people from all walks of life.


This is from The Mines Christmas Decoration.


This is the KLCC Christmas Decoration.


This is the Sunway Pyramid Christmas Decoration.


Lastly is Berjaya Times Square Christmas Decoration.

After Christmas then Chinese New Year will be coming too. I am looking forward for all this festive seasons. I thought of dye my hair red again but I also thought of dip dye it half purple. IDK. Very confusing now dunno whether to dye or not. Some thing like these colour. 



I am afraid that after I dye, I'll regret. LOL. Let me think wisely first. Before I ended today blog post, I am going to share today's DMC group photos. I love DMC forever. Once a DMC,forever a DMC. I hope you guys enjoy your holiday and have a merry merry christmas. See you next year, next sem. Lots of love for all of youuu. :D 


Subang Gang !!! :D 






WE ARE DMC !!! :D Let's rock it !