Sometimes.

I bet everyone of you, included me, we need someone to talk to. We need to talk about the good & bad things we faced together. Just everything. You realised you have a lot of friends in life, but the person you can really talk to is just that one or two person. It's not about using them when you need them, it's about sharing good & bad stuff to you. There are differences. 

Sometimes, I faced difficulties in relationship and also friendship. I really need someone to be my listener and provide me with a better advice. I am a little bit childish and sometimes a hot-tempered girl. The people who know me should know that little part of me quite well. It's not about not changing my character, it's about being who I am and real. If I change myself to be someone which I don't belong to, then I don't think I am basically real but fake or maybe just acting ? 

I have no idea why during night time, automatically and definitely every sad stuff will come towards me. My past and also my present life that I've been through. We named this "emotional". It just happen. Is it just me thinking too much or just me being too lonely. Frankly, I should be thankful as I am surrounded by all the beautiful peoples that doesn't want me to faced everything by myself. I am a very fortunate yet lucky girl. Yes, I am sad. I posted on Facebook status saying "sometimes I want someone to talk to." Well, I don't expect neither likes nor comments. It's just something that I wanted to tell the people or friends on what I am thinking. I don't ask for sympathy, attention seeking or what-so-ever. Just someone to understand me is more than enough. 

After posting such status for 24 hours or more, I would like to thanks the people who commented on my status. It might be just a comment for u, but for me I am happy and thankful cz someone actually know and understand me. Some don't comment, but they private msg me on Facebook, Whatsapp, Wechat me. There are people who are younger than me are showing their cares and concern towards me, how come ? *shy, blushes* Not only younger but some I barely know them, they still spend their precious time private msg  me on Facebook. I don't expect this will be happening to me. Thank You once again.

Well, I don't stated out everything here to show off or something. I am just feeling thankful there are such nice people giving you the best support they could to make your rainy day a rainbow. I admit that I am that down that day, I really need a person to just listen and speak to me. I thought maybe just one person will make me fly, but there are even more. So, I am really just being blessed. God always send angel to protect us. 

When you are sad, you are welcome to find me too. I am always available for the people who needed me. Always. 

Sem break is over !!! Continue my college life tmr. Oh GOSH, I can't believe I've been in college life for a year and now is my 2nd year which is sem 4. Time flies. I've met my college friends for a year. Woo-hoo. *champagne, cheers* I'm gonna blog this on my next blog post. Please be excited, or act like you are. *finger crossed*. See you soon. :) 

Be happy and smile because you're just beautiful when you smile. :D

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